27 March 2008

Tonight, I am not a virgin anymore.

I reach home at late night. Time flies every time I meet up with Sherry. We didn't realize the sky went dark and the coffee house is closing, until the server gently reminds us.

"Hi sweetie. You're back finally. I thought you two girls were lost in the city." David greets me at doorstep while planting a kiss on my cheek.

David and I have been house-mate for more than a year, we rented a 2 bedrooms apartment somewhere our office, one room for each of us. This way we can save some time traveling to each other's house. Also, we can see if we can really live with each other. Seeing the increasing divorce rate due to incompatible lifestyle, we want to avoid that route.

"Oh...darling, I am sorry that I didn't call earlier. Did you have your dinner?" I forgot to call him that I am coming home late. Somehow, I wonder if he ever worry about me as he didn't call or sms me for the whole day.

"Nah, don't worry about that. I can take care of myself. I can see that you've enjoyed yourself very much with Sherry. How's she?"

This is why I like David so much. I can 'disappear' for the whole day without and disturbance from him. And when I get home late, he always welcome me with whole heart, no grumble no complaint. We give each other lots of freedom and space. Just the type of guy I need.

"She is doing fine. She asked about you too (I didn't mention the 'test out' part). Three of us should meet up for lunch or so someday, it would be great since you two are my closest person (except my parents, of course)."

"Come on sweetie. You know that somehow I don't agree with her lifestyle or her way of talking. I respect her as your best friend. Other than that, no way that I would like to have a deeper conservation with her." David is not happy with this idea. I should never suggest this again.

Trying to relax my worn out body, I take my time in the bath tub. Hhmmm... lavender shower gel, this is what I need most now. I like the ticklish feeling when the shower sponge rub against my neck, my breast, my tummy and my inner thight.

"Sweetie, are you alright? You have been inside for more than an hour" David knocks at the bathroom door.

"Yuuppp, I am ok here." Gosh, I nearly fall asleep. Time to get out of this comforting tub.

Hmmm...where is my towel? Nothing at the towel rack, nothing in the basin. Blur me, I must have forgotten to bring it in just now.

"DARLING, CAN YOU BRING ME MY TOWEL PLEASE?" I yell loudly so that he can hear me from his room.

"OK, GIMME A SEC." He yells back. I know this would take some times because he is halfway in his RPG. While waiting for him, I shall continue to enjoy my bath.

*knock knock*

I can see his hand with my towel at the door now, suddenly, I have this naughty idea.

"darling, can you please bring it in? I guess my legs are too numb that I can't get up now." I am lying without any guilt. My legs are totally fine. In fact, I am thinking of Sherry's suggestion: test him out.

"mmm...ok, I am coming in." I can hear some shaking in his voice.

Despite the fact that we have been living together for more than a year without sex, he never see me in birthday suit before. Well, he is brought up in a very conservative family, that nothing should happen before married. Today, I am going to test him to the max, I want to know if he is as normal as other guys.

There he comes to beside bathtub, while his face facing opposite direction.

"Darling, can you carry me out of the bathtub? I really can't get up by myself." I say it in very seductive voice.

I can feel his trembling hands cover the towel on my body. I can feel his heavy breath and his face getting red. Then he carries me from the bathtub and proceed to my bedroom to lay me on my bed. Along the way, I grab his neck tightly and fondle his hair. His body is getting warmer and warmer, which I am not sure if he is getting tired by carrying me, or it's just his physiological reaction.

The moment he places me on my bedroom, I have no intention of letting him go. My hands are around his neck firmly, and my eyes looking straight into his eyes.

Both of us are speechless.

"Darling, do you love me?"

"Of course I do."

"Do you want me?"

"Yes, I want you. I want you very much."

"Then what are you waiting for, darling?" I have to keep on encourage him.

"I am not sure if this is the right moment, sweetie. We haven't talk about wedding plan, we haven't plan for our future, we haven't..."

While he is hesitating, I take the initiative to kiss him. He responded back with a passionate kiss.

The next moment I know, we are both wearing nothing, working hard on the bed.

I believe we will be in great happiness for the rest of my life.

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